I barely made it out of bed
The racing thoughts all through my head
Wish I could say "OK, you win, now pass through"
(Pass through, every time)
I'm made of bricks that weigh me down
and form the walls that shut me out
But every day some way, some how, I smash through
(Smash through, every time)
So when you tell me just to cheer up and smile more
You tell a story bout yourself you don't know
I hope one day that you don't feel the way I feel cause you would need twice the strength that you own
Smash thru, every time
Cause its the only way I know to reach the night, I'm sayin
Smash thru, it might be loud,
But its the only way I know to work things out
I had a hard time as a kid
And saw some shitty therapist
Who told me "Just don't worry bout it! Its just you"
(Just you, and no one else)
There's no solution that I know
But I know you're not alone
And through each day we're just like you
We smash through
(Smash through, every time)
So shut the fuck up when you tell me to smile more
You sound more ignorant than you even know
I hope one day that you don't feel the way I feel cause you would need twice the strength that you own
Smash thru, every time
Cause its the only way I know to reach the night, I'm sayin
Smash thru, it might be loud,
But its the only way I know to work things out
Smash, thru,
Every time,
Only way I know to reach the night, I'm sayin
Smash thru,
It might be loud,
But its the only way I know to work things out
Cause its the only way I know
credits
from Eat Your Dreams,
released October 2, 2020
Adron on guest vocals
"Advice Column" is a new collaborative project featuring tracks written, recorded, and produced remotely during quarantine. Bandcamp New & Notable May 14, 2020
Dramatic keyboard ballads & timid guitars are just some of the things you'll find on "lonely," available on glitter cassettes from Slovakia. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 5, 2017
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